Oh written in the stars, a million miles away, a message to the main 000000h seasons come and go but I will never change and I’m on my way….. WRITTEN IN THE STARS -  TINIE TEMPAH ft ERIC TURNER My friends are very kind and I’m lucky to have people I can have around at [...]

Band Together Christchurch

October 24th, 2010

And yes its true, we’re very young, and we have sticks and stones and bruises, can we undo what has been done, is this the way destiny chooses, you and me, you and me, you and me – we are a New Zealand. Its you and I…. AOTEAROA – MINUIT I forget in this mish [...]

Herceptin not like Chemo

October 21st, 2010

I got my head but my head is unravelling Can’t keep control can’t keep track of where it’s travelling I got my heart but my heart’s no good You’re the only one that’s understood I come along but I don’t know where you’re taking me I shouldn’t go but you reaching back and shaking me [...]

Chemo & Penguin Caps

October 21st, 2010

Beats, bass, rhythm, breaks, guitar strum, record spun [hats(?)] que pasa me casa su casa now tell me what I’m after……………………. ALL THAT JAZZ  - DJ FREASH & MC DARRISON In less than 24 hours I will be off to the hospital to be poisoned, I know deep down that I have some cells left. [...]

but I hate pink

October 18th, 2010

I’ll send an SOS to the world I’ll send an SOS to the world I hope that someone gets my Message in a bottle MESSAGE IN A BOTTLE – STING & THE POLICE. But I hate pink…………. After spending the day trying to recover and building a gazebo tent thing to hang out side in, [...]

Chemo Class – part 2

October 14th, 2010

So today for the re-education of Liz Marneros……Part two of my chemo class… My nurse, the poor thing she can tell just by looking at me I don’t want to be here and tries her best to just tell me what I need and not all the other crap that I already know, although today’s [...]

Q&A for cancer yay

October 13th, 2010

So today for some unknown reason Lauren Hill Circa the miss education of, is playing in my head Everything is everything, what is meant to be will be, after winter, must come spring, change comes eventually…………………………. My session at the doc’s today was manly  a Q&A session. I was given a book by Mikes sister [...]

and the demon laughs

October 11th, 2010

There is a demon on my shoulder she laughs at me……….. So I was meant to go to work today but…….it was pooring down and I was petrified of eaving the house incase I got a cold. I dont think my boss was very happy with me, but no work gave me the opportunity to think, [...]

Penguins & Poisens

October 4th, 2010

If you drink much from a bottle marked ‘poison‘ it is almost certain to disagree with you, sooner or later. Alice So anyways, the final countdown, 14 days and counting. I’m trying to get my A in to G and sort out these cold caps, for me to wear during chemo. The cost is huge [...]

_ I can feel, something happening _____ That I’ve never felt before _________ Hopeless dreaming will start _____________ Dragging me away from heaven’s door…. Chase & Status – End Credits ft Plan B Today, my god, the curtain falls down, miss I don’t give a shit, go on look, you know you want to do [...]