doof, doof in the bush, big up to all the party people this New Years.
Im at work today, the weather is so fukn hot my god, and I thought I would be able to write. Have all these amazing thoughts fall in to place on my PC screen, but im finding its not the case. For years I have thought I should carry around a dictor phone, cos when im silent it all comes rushing in to my head, and the minute my fingers hit the keys, it all just disappears gurr…… so at the mo im sitting here going through the years worth of photos and what a year it has been. Not the most jam packed for gigs, but for big life changes, starting from Phat to the house moving to the wedding to the cancer to my friends, its just nuts to look at them and see that my, that our world has changed. And for good or bad its not going to be the same. Which kinda sucks coz all I would like to do is go to a gig with Abbi and Fef and get rowdy ya fukers (said in the nicest way )
I cant complain about the hospital, the staff are nice, I get my own room and priority service, thank you very much, and after the stories of little kids being killed and abused, what a fucking shock (ha bloody ha) people just because you get pregant dose’nt mean you should have a kid, it’s not a golden ticket so you can sit on your ass, and smoke, drink and do drugs…
So in that sense, my life is sweet. Im hoping to take some toys down to Ronald McDonald House tomorrow, but im going to feel like a dick with my caps on, SHAME! So wow I have worked a total of 32 hours in two weeks, yays go me. Most years at this time I would work a 55 hour week plus and still go out all hours, but alas not this time, and as im looking at my clock, wishing the fukn neighbours would go to bed, I see I have ten hours of freedom left for the rest of the year. STINK! And it makes me kinda mad, as I am joking to Mike if I have to go tomorrow and he says “you can do what ever you like” GURR, all I want to hear is ‘its ok, not long to go now xxoo’.
I think this really hit home when the new Tiki song came busting out through the radio.