So normally I only have one song, but this post is kinda a journey of sorts so………. mount edan dup step Seria Leone (I would have lyrics, but this is dub step so its the whole concept of the song rather than the words) Sleigh Bells – Infinity Guitars , well the names kinda festive [...]

State of mind freshness, through this ride, its like a process the feelings and emotions of grief and anger and loss etc, the music takes you on that ride and helps filter out thoughts and lets you sort through them, will acceptance come at the end? we dont know yet………………. http://soundcloud.com/stateofmindnz/telekinesis-nc-17-ft-kc-micronaps-som011 “somebody stop me some [...]

Yet again long time, no write. Well I have but I can’t finish them, looking at them makes me to sad. The past few weeks have been hell, physically and mentally, and you try and figure out why? Or what am I meant to learn from this? you cannot use words like ‘its not fair’, [...]

Oh written in the stars, a million miles away, a message to the main 000000h seasons come and go but I will never change and I’m on my way….. WRITTEN IN THE STARS -  TINIE TEMPAH ft ERIC TURNER My friends are very kind and I’m lucky to have people I can have around at [...]

I’ll send an SOS to the world I’ll send an SOS to the world I hope that someone gets my Message in a bottle MESSAGE IN A BOTTLE – STING & THE POLICE. But I hate pink…………. After spending the day trying to recover and building a gazebo tent thing to hang out side in, [...]

So today for some unknown reason Lauren Hill Circa the miss education of, is playing in my head Everything is everything, what is meant to be will be, after winter, must come spring, change comes eventually…………………………. My session at the doc’s today was manly  a Q&A session. I was given a book by Mikes sister [...]

So I am re-writing this as I lost 2 days worth of my rants as well as my mind, but I digress. Yesterday all my troubles seemed so far away……… THE BEATLES Or so I thought, I wake up this morning in a fuzzy haze of my husband (ha ha sounds so grown up) saying ‘come [...]

I wonder if I’ve been changed in the night? Let me think. Was I the same when I got up this morning? I almost think I can remember feeling a little different. But if I’m not the same, the next question is ‘Who in the world am I?’ Ah, that’s the great puzzle! Alice in [...]

Today is 17th August 2010.  Our wedding is the 17th September, I think it would be so nice to be able to feel like other people so close to there wedding day, but after the day we had yesterday which involved me ringing up and cancelling our honeymoon, the world just feels unfair. Im in the [...]

Hello, good afternoon my name is Liz and I have breast cancer……… I am 27 years old, nice house, good job, cute pets and a awesome partner.  Today is the 16th of August 2010, and its two weeks till our hens/stags/mikes birthday parties, 0ne month till our wedding, and seven weeks till our honeymoon.  But at 11.15 [...]