Today is the greatest Day I’ve ever known Can’t live for tomorrow, Tomorrow’s much too long I’ll burn my eyes out Before I get out I wanted more Than life could ever grant me Bored by the chore Of saving face Today is the greatest Day I’ve never known Can’t wait for tomorrow I might [...]

Twilight fades Through blistered avalon The sky’s cruel torch On aching autobahn Into the uncertain divine We scream into the last divide You make me real You make me real Strong as i feel You make me real Sheila rides on crashing nightingale Intake eyes leave passing vapor trails With blushing brilliance alive Because it’s [...]

So normally I only have one song, but this post is kinda a journey of sorts so………. mount edan dup step Seria Leone (I would have lyrics, but this is dub step so its the whole concept of the song rather than the words) Sleigh Bells – Infinity Guitars , well the names kinda festive [...]

Tiki Taane & DUBXL – SUMMER TIME “coz there aint no party like a New Zealand party” doof, doof in the bush, big up to all the party people this New Years. Im at work today, the weather is so fukn hot my god, and I thought I would be able to write. Have all [...]

State of mind freshness, through this ride, its like a process the feelings and emotions of grief and anger and loss etc, the music takes you on that ride and helps filter out thoughts and lets you sort through them, will acceptance come at the end? we dont know yet………………. http://soundcloud.com/stateofmindnz/telekinesis-nc-17-ft-kc-micronaps-som011 “somebody stop me some [...]

You, You look so precious, But now we’re on are way, And I am falling apart, I’ll get the waves, But i can’t sleep until this is done, They’re in my head They’re in my soul Through the gates of hell, We know you. THE OTHER SIDE – PENDULUM It’s Monday I can smell it, [...]

Day and night (what, what) I toss and turn, I keep stressing my mind, mind (what, what) I look for peace but see I don’t attain (what, what) What I need for keeps this silly game we play, play Now look at this (what, what) Madness to magnet keeps attracting me, me (what, what) I [...]

Yet again long time, no write. Well I have but I can’t finish them, looking at them makes me to sad. The past few weeks have been hell, physically and mentally, and you try and figure out why? Or what am I meant to learn from this? you cannot use words like ‘its not fair’, [...]

I got my head but my head is unravelling Can’t keep control can’t keep track of where it’s travelling I got my heart but my heart’s no good You’re the only one that’s understood I come along but I don’t know where you’re taking me I shouldn’t go but you reaching back and shaking me [...]

So today for the re-education of Liz Marneros……Part two of my chemo class… My nurse, the poor thing she can tell just by looking at me I don’t want to be here and tries her best to just tell me what I need and not all the other crap that I already know, although today’s [...]