When I’m falling down Will you pick me up again? When I’m too far gone Dead in the eyes of my friends Will you take me out of here? When I’m staring down the barrel When I’m blinded by the lights When I can not see your face Take me out of here All I [...]

Shout outs for Saturday, it was epic It sucks doesn’t it, no really it does. One day you get to mingle with the living and bam the next your slapped in the face… again, with this wanker of a disease, and you ever so slowly realise, just like in a horror movie, you can’t escape [...]

somebody rescue me, just rescue me, rescue me rescue me……. Skepta – Rescue ME Right, as we all do we have good and bad days, the small and the big will tip you back on that ass of yours. I have not come to term with the way the scar looks (it looks fuking good for [...]

Get up have a shower and decide to write on myself, above my left breast “it’s time to say hello good buy” and take some pic’s.  I figure that I won’t have, well I won’t have these boobs for much longer let alone two.  My reconstruction work will be done after the chemo, bad news [...]